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Fall is here!

30 Sep

When I stepped outside to get a drink from our outside fridge this morning I was shocked at how cool it is.  I’ve been cooped up inside so much over the last few weeks that I’ve missed the cool-down.  I remember back to 2002, and how it stayed SO hot until about the middle of October when a tropical system came through and dropped the temperature drastically over the 3 days I was in this hospital having my oldest son.  It had stayed miserably hot until the day I went into the hospital.  I was a week overdue and the doctors had decided to induce because I was miserable.  So on the evening of October 10 I checked in, prepared to have a baby the next day.  Things didn’t go quite as planned, but I did have a baby on October 11 and by the time we left, the temps had dropped down to something you’d expect for mid-October.

I’ve often said that if I’d realized it would finally cool down I could have lasted another week but the truth is I’m glad I didn’t have to, even though it wasn’t my ideal birth.  It’s always a huge relief when the temperatures start to drop and stepping outside stops feeling like you stepped into a steam bath.  Pregnant or not, fall is my favorite time of year!

 
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Motivation Monday — Exercise!

28 Sep

This week’s Motivation Monday is a little different.  Mainly because I got a stomach bug (along with everyone else in the house, except Violet…YAY for breastfeeding!) and I’m still way behind and playing catch up on the housework.  Does anyone want to come over and do my dishes???

So anyway, with that situation and the weather getting cooler and my husband now working out 3x a week, if not more (he’s in the local Biggest Loser contest…he only applied to support me, then he got in and I didn’t so I’m a little bitter…I really wanted to do it!) I’m ready to run again.  My back feels better, my knees and ankles feel good, and I’ve almost lost that additional 10 pounds I was told to lose before trying to run again thanks to the last 3 weeks of pain, vomiting, and general ickiness.  So one day this week, I’m going to get out there and make an effort to run.  I’m starting all over on Couch to 5K, so if you want to join me let me know!  I’m hoping I’ll be able to do the Reindeer Fun Run in Southern Pines on December 5.  It’s 68 days away!

 

Wishful Wednesday — Health Insurance

23 Sep

Do I really need to say any more?  After that back injury and the most recent kidney stone, I am terrified to be without it for much longer.  What if this stone requires surgical intervention (which I’m starting to think is the case, because I’m *still* waiting on it) or I hurt my back again?  It’s constantly on my mind now…there were several times that I nearly told my husband to call 911 and held myself back only because I knew we couldn’t pay an ER bill.

And the kicker?  even if we *had* the funds to purchase private health insurance, I’d be denied by every company out there because of my “pre-existing conditions” which are the only reasons I need it anyway!  Any company that would approve me would charge exorbitant amounts of money for coverage.  I even looked into the state’s high risk insurance pool and it was hundreds of dollars a month.  When we’re in the hole by at least $1000 each month, shelling out several hundred more on anything other than housing and food is simply not possible.

It’s a really crappy situation that doesn’t seem to have any good solutions.

 

Tasty Tuesday — Low Country Boil

22 Sep

This one is an old favorite.  We don’t do it as often as we used to (can’t afford the shrimp) but every once in a while we find a great deal on shrimp or are able to order some through Angel Food Ministries.  It’s easy and delicious with some really crusty french bread and a salad.

Here’s Paula Deen’s version, which is the one we always follow.  Enjoy!

 

I understand.

21 Sep

Chronic pain sufferers, I now have a better understanding of what you go through.  After I injured my back I spent 3 days in bed, and then another (almost) 10 days on the couch.  And just when I was feeling better, I got hit with a kidney stone that I’m still trying to pass.  All without the benefit of medical care or drugs better than ibuprofen.  It has really been a depressing experience.  I truly don’t know how people with chronic pain manage this…I now understand why some of them take their lives.  It’s horrific to think that a pain level of 5 (on a 0-10 scale) is something I’d celebrate.  That’s where my pain level is right now and while I’m very uncomfortable, I’m just thankful it’s not higher.

I spent several days in a really dark place…sad because I was stuck in the house and couldn’t spend time with friends, sad because I felt useless and couldn’t even take care of my children, much less anything else, sad because I honestly wondered if the pain would ever end, or if this was going to be my “new normal.”  I’m feeling much better now, and I’m glad I can say that I do think things will continue to improve.  I still have to be careful how I move, and I’m still hoping that this kidney stone soon makes it’s way to the outside world so it’s no longer hurting me.  But I no longer feel like there’s not a light at the end of the tunnel.  And for that reason alone, I’m very grateful.  At least I know things will get better…but I know there are a lot of people who don’t, and you now have my utmost sympathy.

 
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