I have an OB appt at 1:00 and I haven’t even been in the shower yet. I’m just not in the mood to do it today, for some reason. I think I’m scared about getting bad news. I have had some minor problems this week but I went in on Monday and they said everything seemed OK, but that doesn’t make it easier. I guess I feel like I’m waiting for the other shoe to drop and I can’t shake the feeling that there’s more bad news on the horizon for us.

So if you can, spare a prayer or good thought for us this afternoon. Hopefully all goes well and I find out I’m a little crazy. Won’t be a huge surprise! I think pregnancy brings out the crazy in all of us, especially if you have a poor history…